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I kiss the small bird
in the crook of your neck.
I take your corn-silk
hair into my lungs so
that I may breathe you
when you are away.
I long for that first note
your eyes struck when
I said your name in my
protracted sleep. I say,
take me home. I am lost
here in the museum, as
old as the worst, oldest news.
Mind Mine
for Roky Erickson
You went into the bughouse
buggy. You emerged
buggy still. Yet there is, in
your past, a music made
of thunder and a voice
like God’s compass. Is it com-
fort, this history? Is it
enough? It is never enough. We
are ghosts made of songs and
error, ghosts made of songs
and terror, an eye inside an eye.
Sea Me
The sea goes out; once it was in.
Its indecision seems studied.
I wait till the sun
is as ripe as a striptease. I
stand still so the sand
can cover me more effortlessly.
I speak your name,
the one I gave you the
night we danced like flames,
old flames, seemingly eternal.
The night you kissed me as if
I were the only true matador in town.
Why I Wanted to Write
I can split this infinitive
from fifteen paces.
It is this kind of dual,
I mean duel, that
followed us into the
written word. You were
so sure of yourself. I
wanted to write books.
At night you would
massage my nouns. I
would cook a stew from
the petals of bicycle wings.
The Hive
In the copse you took me to the hive,
so full of life I never returned. The
sound inside the hive deafened me
to the children calling my name as if
if I had only gone to the store for milk.
Corey Mesler
I f***ing love this. “We are ghosts made of song and error…” Brilliant. I can’t wait to read more. Your style is so completely unique and a drug all on its own. Beautiful, absolutely beautiful.